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smiles79335
Warnings: None...I don't think.
Rating: PG...maybe? I'm horrible at rating
Notes: written forpierceintyre who requested
-Hawkeye/Trapper, Hawkeye/Henry, Trapper/Frank
-PG-13 or above
-pre-war or war-time angst
Oh yeah...and I've never written angst before. So please keep in mind that this prolly stinks. But I hope that you like it.
It's so hard being in love with someone that isn't yours to love.
When you're growing up, you never think that you'll fall in love with someone out of your league.
Out of the realm of possibility.
But he did. And everyday he had to see the man. It seemed odd. No one would ever cause that "Hawkeye" Pierce would fall for another guy...much less the one he did. “Trapper John McIntyre wasn’t someone that he could have. The man was not only married but happily so.
So, rather than feel the pain of seeing his face when he admitted his feelings, he instead kept them hidden. Hawkeye always made sure to flaunt his parade of women in front of Trapper. As if that would make him realize that it as really Hawkeye he wanted to be with. Deep down he realized that the likelihood that happening was slim to none.
However, sometimes, he couldn’t help but want. He would watch from afar, imagining what it would be like between the two of them. Those times, when he was laying on his cot and watching him, were some of the best and worst times of the war for Hawkeye. The thought of him touching and being touched in return by the one man he desired.
After a few minutes, he couldn’t deal with it anymore. He would get up and leave, finding a nurse to help work out his frustrations. None of the nurses suspected.
And maybe, after the war was over, he would move on. Until then? He would live in the Swamp, loving and hating it at the same time.
Author:
smiles79335Warnings: None...I don't think.
Rating: PG...maybe? I'm horrible at rating
Notes: written for
pierceintyre who requested-Hawkeye/Trapper, Hawkeye/Henry, Trapper/Frank
-PG-13 or above
-pre-war or war-time angst
Oh yeah...and I've never written angst before. So please keep in mind that this prolly stinks. But I hope that you like it.
It's so hard being in love with someone that isn't yours to love.
When you're growing up, you never think that you'll fall in love with someone out of your league.
Out of the realm of possibility.
But he did. And everyday he had to see the man. It seemed odd. No one would ever cause that "Hawkeye" Pierce would fall for another guy...much less the one he did. “Trapper John McIntyre wasn’t someone that he could have. The man was not only married but happily so.
So, rather than feel the pain of seeing his face when he admitted his feelings, he instead kept them hidden. Hawkeye always made sure to flaunt his parade of women in front of Trapper. As if that would make him realize that it as really Hawkeye he wanted to be with. Deep down he realized that the likelihood that happening was slim to none.
However, sometimes, he couldn’t help but want. He would watch from afar, imagining what it would be like between the two of them. Those times, when he was laying on his cot and watching him, were some of the best and worst times of the war for Hawkeye. The thought of him touching and being touched in return by the one man he desired.
After a few minutes, he couldn’t deal with it anymore. He would get up and leave, finding a nurse to help work out his frustrations. None of the nurses suspected.
And maybe, after the war was over, he would move on. Until then? He would live in the Swamp, loving and hating it at the same time.
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